late at night or just before the dawn
a woman softly to herself, gathers up the shit she couldn't sell
she's got her jaws now, locked down in a smile, but nothing is all right
she's nervous when she speaks, she takes a drink and then she waits
people always take a step away from what is true
lose themselves in the games they love to play
no one is fooling anyone
it's not my fault we're young and stupid
i told you i don't care
this drama is a bore
everyone is so self righteous
all the same to me
misfits. freaks. enemy.
lately it's a little hard for me to believe
i wonder what the whole thing's for
no real friendships exist
used to worry for eachother
no one's bothered like before
the surface is everything
i could never do that
i can hardly breathe
silence brings no peace
the fight's knocked out of me
i feel this narcolepsy slide
i get no release
i can't stay and i cannot wait
there's everything to say and nothing left
to be said
nothing left to do
got to
face down the demons
walk that devil down the hall
try and take the high road
graduate
tick tick.
tell me where the time goes.
tomorrows mundane.
all good things must end.
tick tick.
strap it across your chest.
prepare yourself for impending death.
tick tick.
in the shattered glass refractions there's a sign
always think we'll get more time.
tick tick.
i've overstayed a while
i wonder
is there anything i'm going to miss?
tick tick.
bye bye.
to the friends i've known.
there's this burning
just like there's always been
the ghost that i carry is yours
the sun goes down in my eyes
we'll remember these days
i've never been so alone
but i realize that i'm alright
deliver me
cause i'm still flying (living and dying)
i want something else
another life
a different fate
i would walk with my people (if i could find them)
until my legs are broken
i’ll take in anyone who’s taking off their camouflage
put together everything that's broken
we can bridge the distance
deliver us from the chumps and suckers
nobody took your pride away
banish me and mine to outer space
send me all your vampires
shoot there in a second, just for the breathing space
lining 'um up again
dying to be freaked
lining 'um up again
i'll never learn
lining 'um up again
got a will to burn
lining 'um up again
see me let...
go.

QuickWits!!! I dreamed about you and Melek the other day, believe it or not! It was a blast, you introduced me to your puppy and then we all went for a walk on the side of a mountain. It was gorgeous! Just chillin and talking and all. Very relaxing.
NASA is treating me quite well! Being a returning intern, I have gotten to know many more people and I have had a chance to branch out a lot. It was been very relaxing and satisfying, thus far.
How has your summer been? Gotten outside much? The heat index o'er here has been >100 for the past ten days, so I haven't seen the outside of A/C for awhile, unfortunately. I like it warm in the summer, but not boiling!
And no, I didn't make it to the gig. I couldn't find a ride or anyone to go with, unfortunately. Not to mention a lack of funds. Money is very tight, these days.
*sigh*
po-tee-weet
I agree completely. We should all move together to one single location. I would definitely walk with my people and I have found them. They're just spread out everywhere like a bag of dropped marbles.
By the way, I look up to you. I just thought you should know.
AH-MAZING PICTURES!
Haha, I'm glad someone caught the Goo Goo Dolls reference!
the pictures on your page are AMAZING!!
and no. no one tried to put me in my place. i just deleted it. but youre the best! :)
yes, i will already be home at that point, lounging on the couch with my dog and a glass of tom and jerry (hopefully).
i seem to always be in the wrong place at the wrong time. grrr.
Quick question:
Why kind of camera did you use to get those photos that you have on your main profile page?
I miss you terribly!
M'Dear,
How have you been lately? Long time no word...
-R&D
By the way your dog is gorgeous!